is it worth it can you even hear me?
i bought make up today
i bought $50 worth of make up...i wanted a make over
now i'm sitting in my room looking like a drag queen from hell.
what's wrong with me?
why doesn't it help?
it's supposed to help...
i'm trying hard to not want him back.
i'm having comfort withdrawals.
it's frustrating because by this time he's supposed to be dying for me to come back to him and each move i make he just pushes me away and shuts me down.
unlovable? no that's not it...
i'm angry i wasted my whole pay check and ended up with this.
i should have known better...
i want to be someone's rag doll...worn and old...but loved...
i bought $50 worth of make up...i wanted a make over
now i'm sitting in my room looking like a drag queen from hell.
what's wrong with me?
why doesn't it help?
it's supposed to help...
i'm trying hard to not want him back.
i'm having comfort withdrawals.
it's frustrating because by this time he's supposed to be dying for me to come back to him and each move i make he just pushes me away and shuts me down.
unlovable? no that's not it...
i'm angry i wasted my whole pay check and ended up with this.
i should have known better...
i want to be someone's rag doll...worn and old...but loved...