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im so angry. i have so much hatred inside of me. its quite sad actually... yes well seans pissed at me. and im reely pissed at him becuz i found out sumwhere that his pastor said he shouldnt date me cuz i wont fuckin go to church. thats such b/s. but i kno sean is probably contemplating it. especially now... *sigh* im never gonna be happy. i kno sean doesnt reely love me becuz if he did he would accept me for who i am. and not try to change me. but whatever tonight was fun. went swimming at mandys cuz her pool is heated. it was me, her, her bro kenny, katie, nick, kyle and mark. it was tons of fun! kt, nick and mandy got out after like 30 minutes but the other 4 of us stayed in for like 2 more hours. i love my friends. they never judge me and never try to change me. they except me for who i am and love me that way. i can reely be myself around them and i never have to worry about them letting me down. theyre great. well. ya. i had tutoring today before i went to mandys. i finally understand what we're doing in math which is reely kewl. but newho... its reely late and i am reely pissed and upset. o ya and its late. so im gonna go to bed. i just had to vent for a little bit. love you all!