so febelie

[i_boned_satan]

oh god baby what i wouldnt do to see you again
and i mean see you
you as you
and not as me
and not as everything i was supposed to be

i know you loved me
it was easy to tell
oh god was it ever so easy to tell
the way you walked
and you said you didnt see me
and you said you didnt need to know
how i felt of what i meant
and i knew you loved
everything i did
and everytime i told you
i didnt want you anymore
baby you knew me better
you knew i was running away
so fucking far
and you wont know now
that this is what i need
its you fuck you
fuck you
and i cant write this isnt even writing
but i miss you
and i wish i didnt i wish i didnt i wish i didnt
.... you not gone
not even 2 years close
but ill need you till the day closes in
....
i wish it was morning
i wish i was mourning

and i am

i am

only for you

... healing feels so much like breaking
and i wish i had some guts
and not just bleeding through...
hell ill make headlines one day
and maybe you be there.. readding the paper
saying.. that was her
and she walked right away