Oct 30, 2009 15:28
Not sure if its the flu or what.. but Im ill and NOT appreciatig it one bit.
Threw up a lot yesterday. Now Im just dealing with a ton of feeling really sore and achy. I can eat now thankfull. Thats a plus. Have the lower abdominal pain, and when I get like this I get SO weepy and freakishly irritable and sad. Like a depression of guilt overocmes me. HATE it.
Doug said if Im feeling up to it we can carve pumpkins tonight. Im hoping to feel up to it. I just want to feel up to ANYTHING at this point. Its Friday, and tomorrow is halloween. I have to be feeling better to hand out candy & take the kids trick or treating!
Janet called me concerned. She gave me orders to rest up and stay home again today. Im ok with that other than the fact that we need money and I do not get paid when Im not with Betty. *sigh* Thats ok.. my health and her safety is imprtant here and we will deal and figure things out. Always do.
Im fighting back tears today on a regular basis, which sucks. Its ok though.. Im going to be alright and Sat will be great fun. A morning with Betty and then evening of fun with my family. Good times..
OK gotta go. need to get the ingredients together for the pumpkin spice and cream cupcakes. Yum huh? Too bad i have no appetite right now!