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[i_bleedmyown]

why are you doing this to me
you promised you would be hear at 12
but were you................no
i ring you at half 12
your in work, i ask you not to hang up
you hang up, i sent you a txt saying i didnt need
that, then sophie rings , and i was fine
but then you ring and kick off and
hang up on me again???
then i ring back to get john kickng off on me
i ask you why and you say i was kicking off on him
what have i done wrong
i need you
i love you
i only want you
but your so distant again
im lost without you
im sitting hear drinking the bottle of extra dry martine and lemonade
(i remember one of your favorite drinks by the way)
without you im scared of being alone again
i dont want to lose you
but your acting like you dont want to see me
im alone
i need you
please
why...???
i only love you