Finally you call

[i_bleed_no_more]

if only you knew
what was going on with me
the night you weren't around
trying to hold myself together
collapsing on to the ground
with your voice repeating
your words in side my head.
i lost myself ive turned in to this mess.

try to be strong
try to hold on
try not to fall apart
in front of her eyes
try to stand up
keep your eyes open at all times

Getting these images out of my head
touching you kissing you
i said i forgave you.
sliding through skin
heavy breathing
im holding my head in place
so it doesn't shatter on the floor.

try to be strong
try to hold on
try not to fall apart
in front of her eyes
try to stand up
keep your eyes open at all times

try to be strong
try to hold on
trynot to fall apart
in front of her eyes
try to stand up
keep your eyes open at all times

this is the mess i got myself into
this is my mess.
this is my mess.
we cant just start all over again
this is my mess.
this is my mess.
untill the blade meets us again.
this is my mess.
this is my mess.
its the end of our world just like you tasted it.