Comments | i_bleed_koolaid: Sorry, sorry, sorry, (ok, not that sorry)

i_bleed_koolaid

Sorry, sorry, sorry, (ok, not that sorry)

Apr 11, 2005 18:39

I am having another existential crisis, falling into nihilism, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

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wow. andaboo April 12 2005, 05:16:32 UTC

this is a severely heavy post.
are you okay? is there something bigger going on here with you?

(sorry if i shouldn't be asking - but it's legitimate concern.)

Re: wow. i_bleed_koolaid April 12 2005, 07:16:24 UTC

No, no, no, don't apologize, I really do appreciate the concern (although me saying that sounds completely antiseptic.)

I'm sorry; I really do come off as an obnoxious fifteen-year-old sometime. (OK, most of the time. OK, all of the time.)

I think I'm alright; I'm not sure. And I know exactly what should be done and how I should take them if I'm not.

I'm just...tired. I guess that's it.

But thanks. And I hope you have a fabulous day tomorrow, amiga.

forlornrags April 12 2005, 16:53:26 UTC

you should read "Conversations with God" by Neale DOnald Walsch

I'm not religious at all, but this book has some very good points to make...some of which you are hinting at here.

i have a copy and will gladly send it to you if need be!

mucho amor carita

i_bleed_koolaid April 13 2005, 17:18:31 UTC

Man, it will so be next on my list. I need something after I'm done with the Handmaid's Tale.

Genetics fucked us heartoftea April 13 2005, 06:34:40 UTC

"I don't even know if this is a problem or not. All I know is that I look at myself in the mirror, and I just can't understand who is looking back at me. I can't even connect myself with myself any more. I kind of just sit here, like I think my life is infinite ( ... )