Treat me like a god, only they treat me like a leper.
I guess it's considered maturity to realize that life has changed, and people have changed, and more importantly, I have changed a lot.
I was beginning to feel really alone for awhile, and not alone in the way that readers are probably thinking of. I was incredibly social but I couldn't recognize the barrier between true friendships and aquaintances, or even the people that really care about me.
I'd like to say I'm happy right now but that's not always going to be incredibly true. I have recognized the people I want to be with and spend my time with, and that's why I would consider myself happy.
Things are changing so fast and I can tell allready that I'm going to remember events from this year for the rest of my life.
No matter what happens, this is going to be a fun year.
I really love the people that believe in me.