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[i_bet_ihate_you]

Yeah, your words make me happy.
But those words are worn and repeated .
Something so insincere really means nothing to me.
I see these words depleted of life,
And realize I shouldnt have felt so...special.
But whatever, put me down,
and sign me up,
for another one of your now infamous guilt trips...
You said you cared,
But how can you care if you're constantly hurting me?
Leaving me here marred,
Now I sit here and gaze at all my scars.
Don't be a liar and tell me you loved me.
You didn't love me...
Love should be happy.
You don't even know me.
How does it feel to be infamous?
Knowing that my world collapsed,
that ONE time we kissed?
I don't want to go back to the way we were.
I dont want to fall into a world of hurt.

blah

i put this smile on, it means my heart is sinking,
what the hell am i thinking?
you stupid fucking asshole, you make me sick,
suck my dick.
i tried because i thought,
well yeah i thought i meant something to you.
i guess not.
all this shit you told me wasnt true,
you say those same lines to everyone.
i hate that i ever cared
and it for a while you were fun,
but i was always scared,
scared what you might think.
thought if i broke your heart,
you would drown in your stupid drinks.
well your stupid heart broke apart
and now lies on the stupid floor,
and im walking on the sharp peices,
and the blood makes me think of you more and more.
i really dont know what im saying,
but you arnt too sure of yourself
and baby im praying,
that you're happy with whats been done.
because darling,
this shits just begun.