Chitchat
Ever since the workshop, I have not really had a proper chat with my 3 pets.
Last night, on the way home, I checked in on Bernbern. I wanted to check how is he feeling. It was upsetting. The moment I connected with him, I felt a discomfort in my right ear. It felt blocked & clogged up. The radio in the car sounded a bit muffled. He didn't talk much to me, he simply allow me to feel his discomfort. The moment I stepped out of the chat, the discomfort in my ear went away.
When I reached home, I brought him out, and as usual, he tried to bite me. I plonked him on my lap and checked on his right ear. It was filled with pus, so much that it almost overflow out from his ear canal. It was one of the not so good days when the ear is releasing more pus than usual. Poor baby. No wonder he's so grouchy all the time. I would be if my ears are always in discomfort.
Bernbern told me he didn't like his previous home. The cage was uncomfortable and he didn't like it at the petshop either cos' there were too many other chins there and it was dark and lonely at night.
I cleaned him up, comforted him and let him have his playtime while I went to clean up Shasha & Nana. As usual, they made a mess out of their cage. Tsk.
During playtime with Shasha and Nana, I had a chat with them. Nana is so cute. When I asked her how was her day, she showed me what she did the whole day and complained that Shasha bullied her. Shasha was pretty nonchalant, she was pretty bored the whole day and spent her time observing the activities that's going around the house.
Its much more difficult to talk to my own pets than someone's pets cos' I know my own pets so well. Often, I have to stop and think, is it my imagination or are those really their thoughts? With other people's pets, it is easier because I don't know them. Although I still feel insane when I get weird responses and its only after a check with the owner, that I regain back my sanity because they confirmed what I've seen is real.
I need to learn to trust myself more and trust what I receive from the animals.
My mind was in a pretty overactive state and I didn't have a good sleep. Its payback time today. I'm so stoned now.
Last night, on the way home, I checked in on Bernbern. I wanted to check how is he feeling. It was upsetting. The moment I connected with him, I felt a discomfort in my right ear. It felt blocked & clogged up. The radio in the car sounded a bit muffled. He didn't talk much to me, he simply allow me to feel his discomfort. The moment I stepped out of the chat, the discomfort in my ear went away.
When I reached home, I brought him out, and as usual, he tried to bite me. I plonked him on my lap and checked on his right ear. It was filled with pus, so much that it almost overflow out from his ear canal. It was one of the not so good days when the ear is releasing more pus than usual. Poor baby. No wonder he's so grouchy all the time. I would be if my ears are always in discomfort.
Bernbern told me he didn't like his previous home. The cage was uncomfortable and he didn't like it at the petshop either cos' there were too many other chins there and it was dark and lonely at night.
I cleaned him up, comforted him and let him have his playtime while I went to clean up Shasha & Nana. As usual, they made a mess out of their cage. Tsk.
During playtime with Shasha and Nana, I had a chat with them. Nana is so cute. When I asked her how was her day, she showed me what she did the whole day and complained that Shasha bullied her. Shasha was pretty nonchalant, she was pretty bored the whole day and spent her time observing the activities that's going around the house.
Its much more difficult to talk to my own pets than someone's pets cos' I know my own pets so well. Often, I have to stop and think, is it my imagination or are those really their thoughts? With other people's pets, it is easier because I don't know them. Although I still feel insane when I get weird responses and its only after a check with the owner, that I regain back my sanity because they confirmed what I've seen is real.
I need to learn to trust myself more and trust what I receive from the animals.
My mind was in a pretty overactive state and I didn't have a good sleep. Its payback time today. I'm so stoned now.