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So I'm having some trouble deciding what to do on this issue.
David and I have been seeing each other for almost four months now, I believe, and he does a lot for me and I at least feel like he cares for me, but in this span, he hasn't let me see his house. Or touch his cell phone.
Now, I can understand he says he won't let me come over because he's having repairs done, but the phone thing on top makes me suspicious.
And frankly, if he finds this, I'm not worried.
Honestly, with the past I've had, I think I have reason to be.
I haven't said anything yet, other than a few suggestions here and there that he should let me see his house, but, I need to know if I should feel insecure.
I don't know if I'm overreacting to this situation.
I just think it's a little farfetched that after four months, he would be so secretive.
I don't know.
Again, I'm trying to stay as detached as possible, because I can't let myself submit to unnecessary feelings again, but it's hard.
I don't know, maybe I'm watching too many chick flicks again where people just "Know that this is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with." and it's making me depressed because I don't think I'll ever have that again.
God, I hate being a woman.
David and I have been seeing each other for almost four months now, I believe, and he does a lot for me and I at least feel like he cares for me, but in this span, he hasn't let me see his house. Or touch his cell phone.
Now, I can understand he says he won't let me come over because he's having repairs done, but the phone thing on top makes me suspicious.
And frankly, if he finds this, I'm not worried.
Honestly, with the past I've had, I think I have reason to be.
I haven't said anything yet, other than a few suggestions here and there that he should let me see his house, but, I need to know if I should feel insecure.
I don't know if I'm overreacting to this situation.
I just think it's a little farfetched that after four months, he would be so secretive.
I don't know.
Again, I'm trying to stay as detached as possible, because I can't let myself submit to unnecessary feelings again, but it's hard.
I don't know, maybe I'm watching too many chick flicks again where people just "Know that this is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with." and it's making me depressed because I don't think I'll ever have that again.
God, I hate being a woman.