wow ok i cant breathe
I dont know.. All of a sudden Im fucking stressed.
i Havent felt like myself since god knows how long. ok like 3 days but WHATEVER.
this college shit is really gettign on my nerves. im thinking about taking an extra class on top of my full load just because. and i have people telling me different things and i dont know what im supposed to do.. so i need to get an appt with them this week and figure this shit out.
and the whole medical school i apply to next year .. and osf sent me stuff on their graduate program today. i dont like it. i fucking hate it infact. it doesnt work for me. i want to be a neonatal nurse. a god damn neonatal nurse and only that. i dont want to work with people who talk. and i swear if i have to work 20 years doing other nurse shit before i get to be a neonatal nurse, ill start a riot. i have to leave here. please jesus christ let me leave. but my mom is like ahh we have no money. ah anyways. im a little more stressed out than i shoudl be. just one of those days yak now. where your like what the hell am i doing with my life?
so ya. this new medicine shit. the side affects are killre but they are slowly going away. but still. RAWR>
so kerrys back. yesss i missed kerrry. we have so much to catch up on.
ummm fantastic four. i loveee youuu .
so ya defeintly been a week. im going strong.
unelss thats whyim irrtable todya. I DOTN KNOW.sa dflkajsflj
well time to eat ..
i want a steak.
a god damn steak
i better get a fucking steak.
ahahaha
im so fuckeddd uppppp
goddd
ignore this entry.
i want the kegger!!!!
i Havent felt like myself since god knows how long. ok like 3 days but WHATEVER.
this college shit is really gettign on my nerves. im thinking about taking an extra class on top of my full load just because. and i have people telling me different things and i dont know what im supposed to do.. so i need to get an appt with them this week and figure this shit out.
and the whole medical school i apply to next year .. and osf sent me stuff on their graduate program today. i dont like it. i fucking hate it infact. it doesnt work for me. i want to be a neonatal nurse. a god damn neonatal nurse and only that. i dont want to work with people who talk. and i swear if i have to work 20 years doing other nurse shit before i get to be a neonatal nurse, ill start a riot. i have to leave here. please jesus christ let me leave. but my mom is like ahh we have no money. ah anyways. im a little more stressed out than i shoudl be. just one of those days yak now. where your like what the hell am i doing with my life?
so ya. this new medicine shit. the side affects are killre but they are slowly going away. but still. RAWR>
so kerrys back. yesss i missed kerrry. we have so much to catch up on.
ummm fantastic four. i loveee youuu .
so ya defeintly been a week. im going strong.
unelss thats whyim irrtable todya. I DOTN KNOW.sa dflkajsflj
well time to eat ..
i want a steak.
a god damn steak
i better get a fucking steak.
ahahaha
im so fuckeddd uppppp
goddd
ignore this entry.
i want the kegger!!!!