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I kinda feel funny. Like.. im not going anywhere or doing anything with my life. But then again, I know I am, because I have goals for myself. Im just not at that point in my life when I can reach them. And I really want to move out. But when I think about it, i have no reason to . I get freedom here, garage space, food, shelter and im not paying for it. I guess I jsut want to be independent. but then again.. in 2 years I have the rest of my life to be independent. Oh whatever.
old settlers is here. oh fricking wonderful. I might go.. but I probably wont just because I dont wanna see everybody. Cuz Im antisocial like that. But I might go, just to see a few people, because I do like some people. Oh, it feels great to be out of high school.
You know what doesnt feel so great? ... not knowing whats going on. Dont tell me all that and confirm it over and over again everytime I say no, you dont. Dont fuck with me. Seirously. But its ok. cuz your cute. and we got business to take care of. HA. no.. its not ok. actually. but im not getting wrapped up in this. i know those games. Ive played those games.
now its survey time.. cuz everyone else likes to do it.
Have You Ever... Peed in a pool?: oh hell ya. Peed in the shower?: yes and so have you.. dont lie. Attempted suicide?: No, I coudlnt do it even If i wanted to Written a suicide note?: no Taken longer than 10 minutes in the bathroom?: only whenI was puking my guts out from being piss drunk. Had sex?: are you kidding me? i love sex! HAHA Sworn at your parents?:
if I wanted to die.. Ive let it slip a few times and the outcome isnt pretty
Been new at school?: No and Im grateful for that Gotten pregnant?: No thank god Thought you were pregnant?: ehh so what if i did? Snorted while laughing?: a few times. its not a regular thing tho Egged or toilet papered someone's house?: ya.. i get angry sometimes Stolen anything?: not from stores. just from people. haha Done drugs?: nooo im not a dipshit Gotten drunk?: I odnt know what that means..but sure.. Been married?: ha no. Been engaged?: Nope Been out of the country?: No becuase Im a loser Given a stranger the finger?: When I drive, I do it alot. and one of these days. its gonna be bad. Gotten a ticket?: ya.. not just one .. two.. ohh ya .. now im fucked Slept outside?: yes Seen a UFO?: i dont think so Seen a ghost?: I hope not Broken into someone's house?: well not reallyyy..haa Been arrested?: no im very very sneaky Been in a fist fight?: No Won a fist fight?: if i was in one.. id totally win Tried to do karate in public?: probably Kissed a stranger?: I knew him for 3 hours ok. god Kissed someone who didn't want to be kissed by you?: eh i hope not. thats wierd Been kissed at all?: Yes Failed a class?: very very close Failed a grade?: No Gone to summer school?: Nope cuz if I did.. I would have answered yes to " have you ever tried to commit suicide" Imitated someone speaking Chinese?: Hahaha ya they're crazy Told a secret you weren't supposed to tell?: eh I hope not Intentionally hurt yourself?: no Been betrayed by a friend?: ya probably Betrayed a friend?: maybe. i dont know? Made fun of someone you liked to look cool?: I hope not Been made fun of someone who liked you but wanted to look cool?: what Had a crush on a teacher?: I hate anything that has to do with the school system Been in chess club?: I don't even know how to play chess Gone somewhere just for free food?: hhah ya all the time Been in a car accident?: a tiny one Been in a mosh pit?: no Started a mosh pit?: Nope Flashed a stranger?: no Flashed a friend?: no Forgotten to take the parts out of the Thanksgiving turkey?: i dont cook Given a speech?: at schoool. ya . Dressed as a super hero for Halloween?: No Dressed as a Spice Girl for Halloween?: no Pet a dog just to get the person walking it to notice you?: No Been yachting?: nope Worn saddle shoes?: um no Been in love with a Brady Bunch character?: noo Worn a tie?: Nope Worn a suit?: Nope Broken a bone?: ya my ankle Been hit by a car?: No, but almost. I wasnt a careful kid. Hit someone else with a car?: Yes, in a jokingly matter Dressed in drag?: no. Tugged Santa's beard?: No.. Lied to the doctor so they would hurry?: no Eaten chap stick?: No Eaten a crayon?: no Gone to a toy store just to see if the red Teletubbie really said "Faggot?": no, i really dont care Lied about your age on the internet?: No Lied about your age in real life?: Ya.. cuz soemtimes you wanna get in a bar.. and sometimes you want discount tickets cuz you look young HA Broken the law?: I live for that. Burped in someone's face?: Prolly Laughed until you cried?: Ya alot ..but havent really done that lately Cried yourself to sleep?: ya cuz sometims.. lifes a bitch Tried to be sexy to avoid getting a ticket?: no.. i just become bitchy Not gotten a ticket because you were sexy?: thatd be nice, but no.. i get them cuz i get pissed and bitchy Borrowed money?: ya but i pay back Borrowed money from someone you didn't really know?: Not that I remember Fallen asleep in class or at work?: ya.. alot in class. Alot alot. Read a Harry Potter book and enjoyed it?: well why yes I did. Been stalked?: Yes. Stalked someone?: no, im not a freak Not showered for a week?: I can barely go a day without wanting to cry Worn the same clothes 2+ days in a row?: ya all the tiem, i dont care Gone skinny dipping?: no, but its a goal Met someone famous?: he used to be famous Dated someone you didn't like because you felt sorry for them?: HA. I dotn know about that Dated someone you don't like because you needed a date?: ya thats more like it. god im a bitch. im sorry Faked sick?: ya all the time. Baked a cake?: ya Flirted with someone who was taken?: ohh hell ya Written a novel?: psh no i dont write literature Gone to church?: ive been.. but i dont go .. as much i should. Caught a fish?: Yes.. and then they all died. adn the guy who owned the lake got pissed cuz i was killing his fish but i didnt mean to Voted?: No, but thats gonna be super exciting. Stayed out all night?: Yessssss. Just last wekeend infact.. good times Eaten sushi?: no.. i dont do fish Showered with someone else?: no.. Been on a road trip?: yes. fuck arkansas! haha Gotten a flat tire?: ya.. 2 at the same time.. worst day of my lifeeee Been in an ambulance?: Ya. Had surgery?: ya like 3. Scored a touchdown?: hehehehe. ya i have when i play football. Hit a home run?: Hell yes I have. Once in a real softball game and a ton of times in PE Caused a traffic jam?: eh sorta. i ran out of gas once at the jubs stop light Been stuck in a traffic jam?: Yeah.. those are fun Streaked?: not yet haha Given someone a lap dance?: i dont mess around. Received a lap dance?: i dont remember Been to a strip club?: no Been to a gay bar?: no.. Questioned your sexuality?: god no. Smoked?: GROSSSSSS. myabe if i wanted to smell and kill myself. Hung up on someone?: Yea..i dont take shit Thrown popcorn at someone at the movie theater?: no,, it was like gummi bears Told a joke to a large group and had no one laugh?: ya i think so, thats sad. Been attacked by a dog?: No Been more bored in your life?: eh naw. im good. content.