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Apr 20, 2005 13:30

guilt trip >_<

ok so on monday i got a lift home with gemma..........

and yesterday i walked home with laura.........

they have their uses i guess. i kinda feel a little guilty tho (aww, arnt i the consciecious one?!)

anyways, on saturday at jess' party, phill barnes told michael to "fuck off to a party where someone knew him" which is bollocks because a) he was officially invited, and b) he knew lots of people...probably more than me actually... AAAAAAAAARGH I FUCKING DONT GET WHY MEN CAN BE SO BLOODY EVIL!!

hence i now have decided that phill barnes is a twatstick. and phil coventry is always mean to michael...i think philips and michaels are doomed personally. shame. i really need to sort phil out - hes under the impression that michael is out to kill him, when all it is that michael is not too keen on phil because phil was a bastard to him from the very first second he saw him. and i have to pretend i care about what phil thinks because im getting a bbq at his next week and stuff. and i like bbqs....and im feeling charitable.... sooo...

and often i get stuck being asked to parties and itsl ike, i cant have phil being a wanker the whole time.

its like some double life, where i have to hang out with like 16 people im either indifferent to or loathe just to hang out with about 5 people i like and about 2/3 who i really like. 7:16 ratio...not exactly worth it? i dunno, its a social life of sorts *shrugs*

and then i have the people who i actually like, but who i never seem to go do stuff with...not sure why that is... still, when my house is finished then ill have an immense, truly huuuuuge party involving inviting everyone i like and NOONE that i dont like. i spose ill have to have a party for tthem too... like i said earlier theyre USEFUL...and i like some of them...i wish i cld steal them, slap them and say "hello?!!" and get them to stop hanging out with stuck up boring turds.

anyway......... people i like, people who are ok, people who i want to cut into pieces with a blunt saw and people who are useful...those are my new catagories.

im just going to hang out with mary, she lives about three minutes away. i should really do that more. *makes mental note*

uuuuuhh..........i need to shop. i get paid next tuesday.......and i dont think michael reall;y likes clothes shopping >_< and olivia wants to go to portabello rd....and i wanna go to wimbledon....
CRISIS!

a perfect circle are a really cool band.

my life is confusing. *sighs* adios dudes
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