oneshoot FF (super junior) :: Questioning
Title: Questioning
Author: babiettangkoma
Pairing: Yesung/Siwon
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Rating: PG
Warning: -
Disclaimer: they are not mine, the story isn't real~
Summary: When your requests to test his feeling become a disaster...
A/N: My first English FF that I posted in LJ - English is my 2nd languange - Un-betaed - please understand ^^
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"Do you love me?"
you asked him like you also love him...
which actually you even never said that you love him before
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to trust someone's feeling is not easy...
to questioning someone's feeling is also not easy...
"If you love me, then I want you to do something for me ..."
you asked like you are the only one who feel insecure...
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No one wanted to keep falling in the same mistakes constantly
No wonder you would prefer to playing around rather to have something serious
"I want you to prepare our dinner and wait for me ..."
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Unfortunately, you do not know who are you questioning the feeling with these time
"Turn off your phone, do not call me or anyone, even your friends. Do not eat your dinner. Do not out of our apartment until I get back. I'll be back ..."
and stupidly for this one, you are playing around with the wrong heart in the wrong time
"I promise!"
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"... there is a fire this afternoon in the apartment building blocks C that comes from the room number 10x that leads to spread to the other rooms..."
"I need to go back, baby."
"Why?" asked someone who is not him
"I need to make sure, does my room also burned or not"
"Really? Is that the reason, not to checking that last lover of yours?"
You shook your head and snorted, "It has been two freaking weeks, I'm sure he has been out my apartment already." even though you know you are lying to your self.
"Okay, be careful."
It always like that...
You ask your partner waiting for dinner, but you will not be back after a week or two. You want to know their love sincerity by asking them to wait, but no one will survived. They will come out of your apartment after two or three days.
And unfortunately this time, you're asking the wrong person
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You are trying to make your way among the crowd...
You are sure that your room is gone, but that is not the point you are there anyway...
The fire has been extinguished, leaving only a puff of smoke and debris
Until finally you stopped in between the fire extinguisher car and ambulance
and you froze,
"... we have found him in one of the rooms after the fire has been down..."
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You see him lying in the bed in the all-white room, but that's enough...
You see him with marks and bruises that the fire give him in his right hand and in some part of his cute face, but that's enough...
You see him breathing which is assisted by casanulla and oxygen mask, but that's enough...
At least, he is there...
At least, he is breathing...
At least, he will be there...
"You...come....back....?" he asked in a husky voice that is weak, but that's enough...
You nodded and kiss his forehead gently
Not even stopping to say a word of apology for questioning his feelings
Who is the stupid one actually? He is different!!
You promise not to questioning his feelings anymore...
You promise to come home without making him wait anymore...
You promise to make him happy...
You promise and know that he is the one for you, from now on until the end of life...
Now you actually realized that you are not the one who felt insecure, but he was not stupid as you
He keep on believing...
and now, you want to end all the insecure feelings that you both feel...
"I know you love me, but you need to know that I love you too..."
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