do they know

[i_amweiss]

do they know what they are doing when they do it?
do they know how much it hurts to everyone around?
now we are all forced to think about it while we sit,
we sit and contemplate the difference from the sky and ground.

we contemplate the imaginary from the reality.
are the memories that we shared purely just a dream?
we mull over every event and conversation in it's totality,
we twist and turn and make things different than what they seem.

ordinary moments become extraordinary in my case,
eatting chocolate, jello jigglers, playin' hide n' seek.
because, now days, i can't see your face
and when someone looks like you, it makes me weak.

i'll be having a good day, all fine and dandy
and then, it's seems like it's you passingby
or it's you in another body, being crafty and handy
and i start to comtemplate, "was it a lie?"

are you still out there somewhere i cannot find?
are you still out there watching me grow?
if i found you all the questions and feelings could unwind,
however, i'm smart enough, that's not reality, i know.

i wish that i could've said so many things
to both of you, i really do
i want to be the person who brings
the live into a room like you

i want to be the flawless bride on her wedding day
i want to be the perfect mom that bakes cookies to the sky
i looked up to you i a lot more ways that i can say
and my only apology is that i didn't have the chance to say bye

cause maybe if i was given that brief moment with you
i might have had the chance to change your minds
maybe i could convince you life isn't so blue
i guess i'm allowed to think of variables of different kinds.

uh...sorry to not finish, but it;s 2:30 a.m and i'm outta gas......