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[i_amgerg]

hey evry1 i'm just feeling a little down/bored today so i thought it was prime time to update my lj. My month or so of visitors ends tommorow as my whole family flies home. I can't believe it will be so soon that i'm going to be back in albz already. I don't know what to expect for this summer, but i know it will be good. Anthony and i are still together and better than before, its hard for me to believe i've been with someone so long... well long by my standards. Not that it isn't difficult with so many cuties wanting me all the time. But i think its worth it. I'm not sure what is going to happen this summer though but were tryna figure that out now, and i guess he is thinking of maybe coming to albany for the break after EDC in june and getting his job transfered to delaware plaza lol. I really wanna go to EDC (as does francesca) i just don't know if i'll be able to afford it. My family has been here this week which was nice but REALLY stressful, especially after i have been hosting for three weeks already. I'm sad that i'll be missing the last apartyment fest and tulip fest but i might be going to puerto rico on a "business trip" in a couple of weeks. its just so confusing sometimes i feel like i should just drop out of school and become famous. I know that everyone must feel like that but its hard to see the benefits of getting a degree when i talk to all these unemployed graduates on the phone at work, and then i get recruited at clubs for shit that pays more right now with no experience. I guess a degree would last longer though. This is a really boring entry now that i think about it so i'm sorry if you are not entertained, my excuse being that i'm took a xanax. I just would like some more direction because i honestly (still) have no idea what i want to do. Except get hit on by attractive black men, which has definately become my most prominent skill this year haha. Anyways i can't wait to see everyone, i think about you all every day and how i can't wait to be back with the entourage for summer. We WILL be re-evaluating memberships this june so make sure you're on top of your game if you want in. So now that i have revealed that secret and my childish thoughts i will finish this up. I'm wondering where and how i could start some sort of all profit cantina selling food to the greater capital area. It would have really good fish tacos and cheap avocado delicacies. I really don't want to work at gold coin this summer.. So basically get out your finest sundresses and get ready for my return.
Smart and final,
Gregg