Nov 20, 2008 19:27
I'm a take-home exam in the hole and still haven't finished it. Have a quiz tomorrow that I should study for. Should meaning need to because I never went to class and therefore get to learn the material all by my lonesome.
I'm going to Ashlee's tonight instead. I'll bring all my stuff with me so I don't feel so bad about it.
That, Ladies and Gents, is how I rationalize my way out of a panic attack while still doing nothing to fix the cause. I think I gave up on school in 7th grade and never looked back.
ETA: I read what I wrote, thought it was almost ridiculous, and am not going to Ashlee's. I'll just go home and pretend to work so I can say I tried to try.
ETA2: Months after the fact, I've worked up the courage to admit that I went to Ashlee's after all.