May 22, 2002 23:19
that was actually kinda funny....the friend i was talking about in my last entry actually knew i was talking about her :-P hmmmmmmmmmmmm i duno what i'm doing once again... lol i talked to liz a while ago. she promised me that she'd write me back and tell me what the fuck is going on with her (you know the whole thing about how she won't hug me, hold me, kiss me, all that shit which btw SHE ACTUALLY HUGGED ME!!!!! scary huh?) i'm really curious to find out what's up with her. today i couldn't stop looking at her. i duno what i'm gonna do b/c i had every intention of giving her the break up letters this morning..but i just looked at her and i couldn't. i duno why i couldn't...i just look at how happy she was looking and i don't want to mess it up. she's not usually happy.....
*stand up* "hi...my name is miranda ... and i have a flirting problem." ok that's b/c there's this girl who i used to like and she said she liked me but she found someone in cali to date and it really hurt me b/c i'm SOOOOOOO much closer...well that girl appologized to me and i accepted it so we're ok...BUT i can't stop flirting with her! but she did start it...
her:come with me to sleep
me: :D
me: whatcha mean?
her: just sleep...
me: meaning you want me to go to sleep? or you want me to go with you to go to sleep?
her: come with me to sleep
me: *follows you* :-D
THEN she started talking about her water bed...i love waterbeds! lol fuck if i could go i would have lol i duno why though b/c i mean i still kinda like her but i don't wanna be with her. she already hurt me once and i'm not taking that chance again. but that's not the first time she's asked to to "lay down with her" and she's asked if she could kiss me and all this stuff. fuck i haven't been kissed in so long i'd kiss just about anyone lol.
i just made a kinda bad mistake...i sorta told drew about something i did in the past....it's embaressing and i still can't believe i did it! it didn't really surprise him which is odd... well it's like 11:40 and i'm REALLY tired even though it's early....tomorrow is graduation and i have practice at 8:45 am...so bye bye!
WOOO HOOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! lo