life is fucked up...u never know who your true friends are
how fucked up is this? i started talking to this dude online named JD. when we went to school he was a really overweight guy. well i started talking to him and i really got to know him. i started liking him for who he is...i don't care if he weighs a million pounds. well i just met him today and he's FFFFIIIIIINNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE... he's got muscles coming out his ass. well liz didn't wanna go with me.well i found out that when he went to pay the bill she asked for his phone number! how fucked up is that?! and then when i was talking to him and chad in the car she's like what are you doing tomorrow night? and she asked him to go shoot pool with her and her mom..she never asked if he wanted to go with me her and her mom. she said she woudln't try to fuck him but i know her. she would and it pissed me off b/c she KNOWS that i like him. argh i hate her so much right now! he said that i'm the only one he'd do anything with which i do believe and chad wants me too. LMAO maybe i'll see chad again and tell him if he comes meets me somewhere with jd we'll do something LMAO. right now i'd fuck him just to piss her off!!! but i really wanna hang out with him b/c he's really sweet, he's attracted to me b/c he keeps saying i'm cute and precious and shit like that. i wish he was here b/c i'd love to just sit and talk to him but i think he's going to a beach party. he was supposed to call me back but he hasn't so i duno if he called while my phone was turned off or what and i don't wanna call back b/c he said he'd call me back...so i duno what to do! i feel like crying :(...any one have advice?