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[i_am_weird]

like anyone reads this....but i'm updating anyway....life HAD been going good until today.. i found a guy who i had a blast hanging out with. well he turned out to be an asshole. he told me he could see us being in a long term relationship and then maybe more...well i found out today that he had a gurl he likes at his house last night. they played quarters with beer...he got drunk and gave her hickeys so she gave him some back. so if he would have had a condom they would have fucked.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!! I HATE MY LIFE! why can't i find someone who will treat me right? what did i do that was so horrible that i must be punished for it?!

I HATE MEN!!!!!!