i am an athiest...
and my views are being brought into question...by those who have passed...
maybe its my head playing tricks on me...
maybe im desperate...
or maybe ive lost my mind...
i dont know...but it is something...something i cannot explain...
or am not willing to fathom...
im at wits end here...
but if you dont know what you are looking for, you will not know how to find it...
so where the hell am i supposed to start?
religion?
HA!
it is nothing more than crowd control...
god?
is a joke, a creation of man to further his own ambitions...
the afterlife?
perhaps...often have i heard that death is just the next phase of life...and i guess that is true, if there is a beginning, then there must be an end, but where?
and how long must one travel?
a soul?
doubtful...it has been a belief of mine for some time now that those who do not wish to pass will not allow it, they linger, but not as a ghost...this can be explained by means of the subconscience of those still living, their memories taking almost a physical manifestation...in essence we see that we want to see, and experience what we want to experience...
besides, the idea of a heaven and hell is laughable...satan never showed up when i offered my soul, nor did he appear when i offered other peoples souls, something you would think would attract the attention of the great winged one...and where do you see god? what kind of a benevolent being would allow such suffering?
when was the last time your prayers were answered...how long has it been since god has helped you out where you could not help yourself?
no...there was only one set of footprints because you were carrying yourself...
so...what does that leave?
the power of the human mind?
it does control our every action, our every thought...when we sleep, we dream...we glimpse our own lives, ambitions, and our own future...
our subconsciences are the closed thing to god we will ever have, and we have no idea how to use it...
why?
maybe its my head playing tricks on me...
maybe im desperate...
or maybe ive lost my mind...
i dont know...but it is something...something i cannot explain...
or am not willing to fathom...
im at wits end here...
but if you dont know what you are looking for, you will not know how to find it...
so where the hell am i supposed to start?
religion?
HA!
it is nothing more than crowd control...
god?
is a joke, a creation of man to further his own ambitions...
the afterlife?
perhaps...often have i heard that death is just the next phase of life...and i guess that is true, if there is a beginning, then there must be an end, but where?
and how long must one travel?
a soul?
doubtful...it has been a belief of mine for some time now that those who do not wish to pass will not allow it, they linger, but not as a ghost...this can be explained by means of the subconscience of those still living, their memories taking almost a physical manifestation...in essence we see that we want to see, and experience what we want to experience...
besides, the idea of a heaven and hell is laughable...satan never showed up when i offered my soul, nor did he appear when i offered other peoples souls, something you would think would attract the attention of the great winged one...and where do you see god? what kind of a benevolent being would allow such suffering?
when was the last time your prayers were answered...how long has it been since god has helped you out where you could not help yourself?
no...there was only one set of footprints because you were carrying yourself...
so...what does that leave?
the power of the human mind?
it does control our every action, our every thought...when we sleep, we dream...we glimpse our own lives, ambitions, and our own future...
our subconsciences are the closed thing to god we will ever have, and we have no idea how to use it...
why?