Nov 22, 2005 22:02
arggg, today was out there, it started off with math sucking every ounce of happiness out of me cause i cannot understand it, and i get a 20/30 on a homework assignment when someone else did that same amount of work i did, and they got 30/30, i mean palease, she frickin hates me, physics was good and same with gym cause i did well in those and i had a sub in language again. band kinda was crappy, both during and after cause friggin andrew hiss has frickin add and adhd and cannot stop messing around for like 2 seconds. and we yell at him but he continues to make noise. the freshman drums are starting to piss me off cause they dont care and dont pay attention or anything. the drama is continuing in band and paper plate awards are probably going to make it worse. that is why i aint doin em! besides people, i just joined this year, a) i dont deserve to hand out paper plate awards, b) i dont have the same kind of memories you people do, c) i dont feel like i belong with the senior class really, i dont raelly feel like im "belonging" anywhere like i felt from the beging of school. im just kinda wanting to get away from everything right now, and i want it to happen but ive got work and band and dads b-day and other crap. I really care for hilary and i just hope shes ok and shes fine cause she wasn't in a talky mood today, i just hope that nothing bad comes out of this cause i really do care for her. tony, contact me so we can do that thing u said next week after me paycheck cause i really want to a) come along, b) get some advice for what i should get. goodnight all u crazy kids, try and sleep, cause i know i wont.
trav