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Well, that's rough. Very rough. It's been almost a year since a serious conversation between the two of us, but after almost 10 years of you being one of my best friends, and now you're gone, forever, it's just hard to grasp. I don't want to believe it, and I'm trying not to, but then truth gets through to me, and it hurts me, deep. Dying isn't something I think of as being real until it hits me like it just did.
It's just hard.
It's just hard.