Nov 01, 2007 23:54
I have a lot of things to say to a lot of different people, and not a single one of them is going to like me for it. But its all things that need be said, things that they need to hear. I don't care if, in the process, I lose them all as friends. At least I tried to save them from themselves.
Its killing me, really, to see us unraveling like a child's doll left out in the rain. All the threads are coming loose, spiraling away into puddles, down drains, on the winds. Why do I seem to be the only one clinging to that doll? Am I really the only one who cares here?
We either need to be completely sewn up, or ties need to be severed right away and for good. No more of this purgatorial misery.
I'm hoping its the former, but everyone else seems hellbent on the latter.
Why are you all doing this to each other?
Why doesn't anyone else care?
I'm screaming so loud that my ears are bleeding, but I'm just a whisper to the rest of you.