Post Retreat Post
The retreat was fabulous. The toast was long. I toasted, I went longer than I wanted to, I forgot some people, like lauren, simply because I couldn't see them once it got so dark, to be honest. And I think I made other people uncomfortable. I didn't meant to, but I meant all I said. Mary Hannah forgot to mention both Jenny and me in her toast, and for about five minutes afterward she didn't realize it, and I was just sitting there in shock, about to cry; as soon as she realized it, all was well again. I suppose I got panicked that she and I had grown so far apart that I just wasn't part of her life anymore. That would be awful. I love her so much.
I spent most of Tuesday in a canoe or in the water. I went swimming for the first time since Katherine's party last summer. It was terrifying at first, but I love it so. I wish I were less insecure. I'll get there eventually. Silly girl. So vain.
I signed many more yearbooks than I have gotten signatures, so the next few days I will have to seek out those I want to sign. A lot of people hae comented on my sarcasm. That worries me. Sarcasm is such an awkward and passive-aggressive behavior. Is that how I want to be known? I was unaware that I was so sarcastic; perhaps I should focus on moving away from such habits. It would probably be good for everyone.
Most of the sentences in this post have begin with "I." My apologies. I've also tried make my capitalization habits more consistent since I received a neutral but helpful comment from some anonymous goofball about how though my grammar is good, my capitalization is spotty at best. Let me know how I'm doing.
I spent most of Tuesday in a canoe or in the water. I went swimming for the first time since Katherine's party last summer. It was terrifying at first, but I love it so. I wish I were less insecure. I'll get there eventually. Silly girl. So vain.
I signed many more yearbooks than I have gotten signatures, so the next few days I will have to seek out those I want to sign. A lot of people hae comented on my sarcasm. That worries me. Sarcasm is such an awkward and passive-aggressive behavior. Is that how I want to be known? I was unaware that I was so sarcastic; perhaps I should focus on moving away from such habits. It would probably be good for everyone.
Most of the sentences in this post have begin with "I." My apologies. I've also tried make my capitalization habits more consistent since I received a neutral but helpful comment from some anonymous goofball about how though my grammar is good, my capitalization is spotty at best. Let me know how I'm doing.