bored and tired of shitting in my own toilet

[i_am_teo]

So you and I, what an interesting thing that is. It's obvious that you're attracted to me, and hey , I'm attracted to you but I think that's about where it stops. You have a great personality and odds are if it weren't for that one flaw I'd like you, but there it is, that one flaw. And these little encounters we keep having, to me are harmless, but are also getting closer and closer to not being harmless. If we could keep going with this the way it is having both fully understood that we're simply friends who happen to be attracted to each other, then that would be great. But can it be done what with that thing in the middle? I love that thing in the middle and to me it seems like it's all harmless because in my brain I've weeded you out of the liking circle. And today just made me laugh, how stupid of you. You are too much like Morgan. Why waste my time like that? God I'm glad I went skating picking up a stick and blades really refreshed my whole body, as weird as that sounds.

And as far as the rest, shame on you, pathetic. It's just so dumb, and I've gotten to the point of just laughing it all off, none of it will even matter in a few months but the truth is, none of it matters right now to me. I just don't expect anything from any of you anymore.

So this whole situation, has gotten boring. I'm ready for something fresh and new and well, less retarded and stupid or just nothing at all. There's a lot I should and could be doing right now, fuck, I need to stop shitting in my own toilet and just fucking clean it for once.