A little more religious?

Aug 28, 2008 21:57

I know, I know, I've posted so much recently. But that's just the way it works, some days are enlightening, others are not.

It's funny, how things have changed isn't it? I was listening to Al Gore's speech today and it struck me, how funny things have changed. The way in just 8 years America has changed. The way in just 8 weeks I have changed.

So maybe my subject line is a little rash, maybe it's not that I'm a little more religious. Maybe it's just that I have more faith. Faith in people, faith in myself and faith in possibilities.

It's funny because I didn't even realize it myself until just today. I was thinking about that saying, "everything happens for a reason," which I have never believe and I can't say that I now do; but I can say I now have a little more faith in it. I have a little more room to believe it could be true. A while ago I couldn't fathom how anything that was happening to me could possibly be for any reason or be worth it down the road, i just felt it was karma coming back. But now, it's pretty obvious how it's affected me, how it's changed me and how in the end, it had a purpose.

But I'm still me, so I won't say it was god, I won't say it was a 'master plan,' that's just not the way I think, but it wasn't just luck. It was the funny way life works, the fact that I choose to see it as an experience and not a bad memory and most of all, it's just another reason to have hope in the possibilities that such a large and mysterious world offers.
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