Jun 09, 2004 23:50
...that I shouldn't be surprised.
You aren't the first person to do this, but you will be the last. I can't stand how easily you fooled me. I was VERY stupid, but it won't happen again. I will never understand how you could do what you did, and you probably won't either, but I am ok with not getting answers. It seems no one ever knows them. But I can tell you this, I will never take back anything that happened, there's no point. I hope you choke on every nice word you ever told me. I hope that every cliche thing you ever told me haunts you in your sleep...
...only I really don't wish that. I would be lying if I said I did. I would be lying if I said I wanted to hit you. I would be lying if I told you alot of mean things. Maybe one day it will all go away, but until then, I hope that you enjoy your time with her. I hope she makes you happy. I hope she can make you smile for no reason. I hope whenever you hear an amazing song you will think of her. I hope that every single thing you ever told me holds true to her.
I hope that my smile becomes your nightmare...