Feb 01, 2005 15:03
worst week of my life and it's only tuesday. i hate school more than anything ever. wow. so here's the story...
yesterday i had to finish my geometry test because i wasnt there the day of the test... our teacher lets us take them into our advisorys to finish them. she passed out everyone else's tests that were graded.. heather got a good grade on her's. so the obvious thing to do was to take her test and copy off it in advisory... now my advisory teacher is probably the most retarded one out there and everyone cheats on everything in there.. so im sitting there minding my own business copying off heather's test when he comes up and asks me whats going on and looks through mine and heather's test. so i made up a big lie and he left me alone and i finished the test. i turned it in and thought everything was gonna be ok. then i thought about it and i thought he was gonna tell my geometry teacher about this little incident... i tried to not worry about it but i was pretty positive thats how things were gonna go.
so today at school im like dreading geometry class... i was so scared when i first walked in there. when she didnt say anything to me or heather all class i thought everything was cool and that we actually got away with it. ha what a joke. with like 10 minutes left of class me and heather were working with eachother on homework.. she comes over to us and says "i need to speak with you two after class". wow we were so scared of what she was gonna say to us about this... so we were like dying for the last 10 minutes..
after class we meet her in the hallway and she says "tell me about what happened with your test yesterday" so we decided not to lie because we couldnt think of any good excuse so we just told her how it went trying to make it sound as good as it could.. turns out she is just gonna give me the grade i had on the test before i finished it and she is just gonna take heather down like one letter grade. so heather will just have a B and i'll have like a D. now i could handle that i didnt really care. but now mrs. kuzma hates me and heather and we will never be trusted again which means our cheating days in there are over. also mrs. kuzma was so nice i feel so bad for doing this to her. i mean i wouldnt feel bad if i didnt get caught but now that i have gotten caught i feel like shit.
so to make things worse with everything i say, zach, matt, and daniel say "who cares just go cheat" bitches. i hope they dont even think i am friends with them at all. they are so mean to me. im sure everyone would do the same thing in a situation like that. i mean let's face it, she was kind of asking for it when she let me finish my test in advisory unsupervised with everyone else's test back... but we are in IB so our teachers trust us since we are under the "honor code". gay.
so all this drama with the teachers and all sucks but you know i could live with it its just school.. so i stayed after school today and my mom had to pick me up. i got in the car and she said "is there something you would like to tell me?" shit. turns out my parents had conferences last night and they talked to mrs. kuzma about all this. "that was really low of you ur a smart girl you dont need to cheat we are dissapointed in you. you signed an honor code. mrs. kuzma is very dissapointed in you. blah blah blah" i was so pissed. wow. i really hate my life right now. i could handle all the teachers hating me and getting in trouble at school, but when the parents get into it who have the power to ground me then i get angry. this really really really really really really sucks. im so mad. i cant believe i was so stupid to get caught. i never get caught. i thought i was the master at cheating. i really did... mr. said never cares if anyone else cheats but im kind of a bitch to him so he hates me and i guess he didnt like it because he is also a geometry teacher. HFSDFHSDHFSDFKJSDFSDFSDBFKJSDBJF im so mad.
i am so retarded.. who gets caught cheating. i cant believe i did this. i hate my luck. i need to work on my cheating skills. please comment. tell me if you ever got caught or am i the only one retarded enough for this to happen to.
also.. i am very sorry heather. i feel so bad that i got you in trouble :( im so sorry.