i hate staying home.
yea so hear i am again.. sitting at home on these great weekend days that i live for.. and what am i doing? a big fat NOTHING. still grounded for being a bitch to my parents.... i guess i just will be super nice to them so they will buy me clothes for winterfest and un-ground me.. but it's not as easy as it sounds. it is so hard for me to be nice to my parents. i dont know why but it just is. they just make me so mad. it is not even logical for me to still be grounded.. the dad says i will get ungrounded when my attitude improves... yea it's definately not going to improve if i am sitting at home missing out on having fun. seriously im just gonna get more pissed off because of that. but i guess ill just suck it up and be nice because i need clothes for winterfest.
yea so in other news.. i have done a lot of pondering about my life with all this spare time i have from beign grounded and all. i have decided that boys are just not my strong point. i mean has anything with boys ever worked out for me ever? no. it just really sucks. im kind of sick of it. i thought i had something going with carl but those parents of mine stepped in and ruined my life once again by not letting me hang out with him because "he is too old for me". wow i dont like them at all. im just really sick of how they ruin everything. i know i rant about how gay they are all the time but if you think about it my life would be so much better if my parents would let me do stuff. GAY. i hate it i hate it i hate it. so i guess im in the market for a guy. help me outtttt.
also i missed girl's night at hacker's tonight. : ( hope you all had fun.
winterfest: what the hell am i doing? someone please inform me about this.
also my brother pretty much ruined his life. it is just about the stupidest thing possible to get in trouble for. im sure everyone has heard about it and im not gonna go into it but just thought i would throw that in there. its so gay.
gosh i love how i can just go on forever about how much my life is sucking right now. i guess it could be worse but i have just had a lot of time to point out everything wrong with it. i hate staying home. i really do hate it.
once again thanks for reading about me spilling my heart out. please comment on your opinions of this extremely long entry. thank you.