Jun 22, 2007 04:18
well i skipped 4 days of school
i feel really depressed i need to stop looking for things as if my life is a fucking movie
i find myself spaced out im beginning to feel more and more content with the thought of dieing
i gotta get some canvas i must save some money for an apartment
i did punch a hole in my wall thought it would hurt but it didn't now my hand is scraped
lets see 4 days out of work/school and the next day my aunts and uncles are going to be here this afternoon
im looking hard fore a girl but im hardly looking
Maine felt good got drunk got high fell for some girls got over other to the point ware they get on my nerves
im not doing to good ill be better tomorrow