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Nov 23, 2005 00:11

is it safe to say im happy?
im going to keep at as: "im ok"
for the next 24 hours. just so i dont bring my hopes up.

hung out with brad today. it was the first time i felt like i was haning out with bradley in a few weeks now.
hes back, and im so happy about that.
(alot of you dont know what im talking about, actually i dont think he even knows)
but i know it. and im happy that hes back.

ive been listening to "im sailing away" by styx.
what a depressing song.
(subliminal)

work is nice. i need my first pay check, just so i know whats going on.
i realized that 80% of my paycheck is going to my savings account. and the rest is going to be in the bank, and im going to get a debit card.

wow.
im working.

wow. 24 hours is a long time. long enough for a mindset to take a 180 degree turn.
for the better =)

i love, many things.
alot of people still bother me.
no, if your on my livejournal dont worry about it.
i read every post you put up unless its some stupid fucking lyrics or something (truelly, we dont give a shit about what song your listening to)
i wouldnt read a post that someone that bothers me wrote.
so your all safe.

one special mark.
i love you jess. your party is going to fucking rock.
i cant wait.

my dad is finally realizing that i can do good.
im no longer the defect in the family.

its already 12:22, but goodnight everyone.

one big smile. =)
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