well now.....

Oct 17, 2004 21:14

It's been a while since I last updated. Only cuz ive been really screwed up lately. From what I understand, I was told I almost commit suicide....I might be a lil messed up lol. I dunno, I lost a friend, (james)and dated a guy who doesn't have his priorities straight. I'm single....wish I weren't but I guess it feels really good being single. ho hum...I got myself grounded from the computer...sum how. I am still a lil fuzzy on that subject, but from what a great friend told me, I got an AOL person pissed off and they blocked us all from going online so my mom can find out what I did.....what ever that was. From what I was told, i was doing it b/c i don't deserve the internet......maybe i am crazy, maybe i was just so exausted where nothing is clear, maybe everything that night was so bad that i blocked everything from my mind. hmm.....I wish I knew what was going on in my body, it is quite confusing. o wells....ill go now seeing i only have 10 minutes online. Comment....am i crazy or sane?
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