hey guys!

[i_am_pinky]

well i am like super stressed right now... my boyfriends parents are driving me crazy... why does this happen to me? PERFECTION IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER... it looks like everything is perfect.. but so much drama is going on that i dont even know how to handle it... i feel like im slipping into a whole and ducking for cover... but DAMMIT! this guy is sooooooooo worth it..here is what is happening... my SOLDIER was ENGAGED.. yeah i know i know.. but HE emailed ME... HE started talking to me.. and HE wanted to be with me... OF COURSE i am crazy about him and i wanted to be with him also but i am not the one who was engaged.. i didnt leave anyone.. and if they should be mad at anyone, it should be HIM not me... so his WHOLE family is here bitching at me calling me a homewrecker and stuff because he broke it off with her... nobody seems to take into consideration how HE feels... they are just sitting there blamming it on me like if i was an evil sorcerer who lured him into falling for me... his fiance who is from Germany and who lives there, is at this exact moment in time at SOLDIER JOHNs house.. which is were she was suppose to meet up with him when he came home on his leave... so they all gang up on me and email me and stuff and they write letters to him telling him hes making a HUGE mistake.. funny thing is, they have met me ONCE.. in HIGH SCHOOL.. and they are sooooooo quick to claim that i am the worst thing that could ever happen to him... well you know what? i am the BEST thing that has happened to him... he finally found his HEART... and he finally found the one... i believe i am an awsome girl.. i get straight As in school.. and i have a goal in life.. i am going to be a lawyer.. hopefully making a lot of money... and i have a full time job where i work my ass off doing what i LOVE.. i love being a LEGAL SECRETARY.. i feel like im 2 steps ahead of the crowd... and for them to tell me all these things suck! now the latest story of the day is this... his parents are saying now that because i dont say I LOVE YOU to him that i dont CARE about him... COME ON! what type of FAIRY TALE WORLD do you come from?? its been serious between me and JOHN for like WHAT? 2 weeks or something? im talking about talking ALL DAY EVERY DAY... If i was his mom, I would be worried if i was telling him I LOVE YOU.. that is tooo soon... and i dont play around with that word... i have only said it to 2 people.. and i dated them both for 2 and 1/2 years each ( today is my 3 loves birthday... Happy birthday to my 3 x boyfriends who were born today and ALL 3 BROKE MY HEART!!! -HECTOR, FASTY, & ROBERT PLANTIKO.. even though i dont speak to 2 of you.. lol) I HATE THIS DAY! ATTENTION GUYS: IF YOUR BIRTHDAY IS OCTOBER 22 PLEASE DONT BOTHER TALKING TO ME.. YOU WILL MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU.. HHHHHAAAAARRRDDDD.. AND THEN BREAK MY HEART!!!! ... lol.. just kidding... i have a boyfriend anyways.. lol... so yeah, back to the drama... what am i suppose to do? i am CRAZY about John... i dont want to loose him.. but HIS WHOLE FAMILY HATES ME! and its so much pressure on me to know that he is willing to leave his WHOLE family to be with me... i want this to work... if he comes down and that bitch of his fiance is still there, he is staying at MY HOUSE... i am not going to be able to deal with ALL THAT DRAMA... i hope that his family can get over this.. its not like the kid got a divorce... he just broke up what in his heart he knew was a mistake.. he was only with her for 5 months b4 he proposed.. how serious is that?? lol... i cant wait for him to come down.. i am super nerveous but excited all at the same time... i know we will make it thru.. "DISTANCE BROUGHT US CLOSER CUZ TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES..."

ok on a LIGHTER note... last night i got the BEST BIG SISTER IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD.... HILDA BEAR!!! i love her to death... that is my mommy and i know she is going to do an awsome job.. i also have a twin.. and i love her very very much! (HI VERO!!!!) and now i am a part of the WENDYS CORPORATION... i love it! and LAURA is my GRAND BIG SIS.. so i am super happy!!! yay!!! i love my AOPiS!!!!!!! i dont see myself ANYWHERE ELSE!!! every day i realise more and more why AOTT was meant to be... i love you all.. and to all the sisters that read this.. you guys are AWSOME.. you teach us every day what the bond of sisterhood means.. and you guys are the true meaning of sisterhood.. i can only hope that one day i will be able to be the sisters that you are now... to my new members.. i love some of you with all my heart.. you guys have made me feel soo loved.. i just want you to know that i will ALWAYS be here for you guys.. no matter what.. and i do mean that (you here me Prissy?!) ill be your shoulder to cry on and your medicine while you are sick.. if any of you EVER need something.. i will help you with the BEST of my ABILITIES...to the new members i dont talk to much and dont really know.. i hope we get to know each other better.. i will do my best to BOND with you guys every chance i get... i am sooooooooo proud to be an AOTT ...