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i really hate award ceromonies, it reminds me how useless i am. especially when people i'v tutored and helped get academic awards. and i watch the same people on slideshows over and over again. today i also read a poem about a person who perfered love to wisdom. i'v been chasing both all my life, i'v worked, i'v toiled, i'v learned. what do i have to show for it, jack fucking shit.