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[i_am_my_end]

wow the last few days have been absoutly kick ass with the exception of yesterday
but i dont care its all good
my parents r getting worse and worse though and i have officially decided not to care about them anymore ive given all i possibly can to them and i get nothing at all in return
i cant waite to move out i need a job though cause my asshole parents took all my money all 7 thousand of it
so i cant move out until i get a job
if anyone can get me one please do tell me
but despite all those negatives i still cant wipe this dumb smile off my face and heart
the band is also doing extreamly well im very happy how our music is turning out
it breaks my heart to see soo many friends leaving for university i cant help but feel that i will lose touch with some of my best friends but i am uber happy for them though there will be good times for them ahead
it also upsets me that i cant make my friends feel better about themselves i try sooo hard but i cant do it it hurts me cause they deserve to best in the world but they just dont get it i just wish i could make everyone feel uber kick ass about themselves
but this post is as positive as im ever gonna get
and im out now god damn parents bitching again

life is for the lived

take lots a care all