Nov 05, 2006 01:10
Well, I'm just hanging at kat and nicoles tonight. Just by myself untill nicole gets here after shift is over at midnight (oi vey, I wish she didn't have to work that late cause it fucking sucks). Kat's going to hang with her friend beth tonight cause it's her birthday (beth actually called after i got here trying to get a hold of kat), and probably party into the night.
I was going to just hang at home in dartmouth tonight and be lazy, but i'd rather hang out here by myself so nicole can have a friend to hang with when she gets home. plus, it's the weekend, and i like hanging out with my friends.
I think i'm just going to let the thing go with that girl i was going to see the movie with. i'm just a romantic fool i think. i really do fall in love with practically every random girl i talk with. i don't even know if i want a girlfriend right now. i don't know if i'd even have time to work a relationship into my life. but i know i would like to meet a girl or be with one where we'd be more then just friends. blah....i do miss relationships, but every girl i've met in the last few months is either taken, crazy, or just someone i think would settle for.
this is a pretty emo post which is weird, because yesterday and today were both great. but seeing couples everywhere downtown, makes me frustrated sometimes. cause even though relationships take a lot of work, i kind of miss it. but i don't even really know what i want. i guess i just want something more.