Oct 27, 2006 21:59
I went to see my Uncle Leo in Sackville with my dad today. He's dying of cancer(stomach and asophigas..however it's spelled) and a tumor is crushing his lungs. He doesn't have much longer, but we don't know how much. We went to see my Mom's grave out there too. I hate crying in front of my dad, it makes me feel like a kid again.
I bumped into Kat and Ben when my Dad dropped me off downtown. Hanging out, buying some Halloween shit and eating a burger cheered me up, but it's still been an emotional day.
One of the "regulars" was in Sams today, this bitter hate-filled racist/sexist old guy who everyone hates. He was bitching about his health and how he wishes he had died 2 years ago. I wanted to tell him off, that he didn't know how lucky he was. I couldn't be bothered. I did buy some weed from Terry and he rolled me a couple of joints. Sadly, it turns out my dad is home tonight so I won't be smoking them tonight. Ahh well, patience patience patience.
I can't wait for tomorrow night and the rest of the weekend though. I am planning on getting pointlessly stoned tomorrow night and see a movie with a girly on Sunday (hopefully). Thank God for the weekend.