it's hateful...

[i_am_milk]

i just don't understand why they always have to be so hateful.

whether it be about my mom, my step mom or just anyone tehy can... they're always so ahteful.

i just don't udnerstand it. i don't think i ever will.

i know i'm cynical alot. because i'm turning into some of them.

it's genetic i guess. and i can't stand it.

but i also don't think a certain someone watches their mouth enough around someone else - because it's gonna get back to me and upset em of course.

sometiems i think that's the plan. as i think they all hate me anyway.

and noone seems to understand either.
i don't even understand why i don't let it go and ignore it like other people.

they're just so hateful. especially her.
i dunno. whatever.
maybe others are as hateful but hide it better.

being part of my family is like being part of several civil wars all at the same time.