[one-shot] Crossroads (YokoYasu)
Title : Crossroads (one-shot)
Pairing : Yoko/Yasu (it was my first K8 otp!)
Rating : PG-13. oh, no porn.
Genre : Semi-Angst / Romance / Hurt & Comfort.
NB : Another one written for Kazu! It was a request in a meme I did a few weeks ago (I still have some things to write btw), and she said she wanted some YokoYasu. So there.
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It’s hurting him to see how the boy keeps on drifting away. He sees the way he laughs with the others, the way he spends entirely too much time with Subaru, the way he confides himself in Maru, or even the way he smiles to Ohkura or the way he almost hugs with Ryo on shows.
Hina tells him that he’s imagining things. Yoko knows better.
He watches as Shota doesn’t pay him any attention, not even glancing at him, not really talking to him either. He realizes that, after two years of dating, he’s unable to surprise the boy anymore. He’s unable to keep him by his side. Unable to make him happy maybe.
Shota is the kind of guy with a lot of imagination, a need for thrill and new things, and Yuu knows that he’s already too predictable to the boy, he’s an ‘old thing’, something that Yasu knows too perfectly. Something he got bored of.
So, finally, the older man makes a step. He manages to corner his boyfriend in the hallway after a show, and tells him that it’s over. Shota’s smile disappears. “It’s better for you”, Yoko says even though he doesn’t believe his own words, “you’ll be free to find someone more fitting for you.”
The younger one blinks, looking hurt and sad all of a sudden. “W-why do you do that? Did you find someone new?”
Yuu smiles sadly as he caresses Shota’s cheek. “Stupid, I cannot love anyone else than you.”
And he leaves, because he doesn’t trust himself to keep his calm. He feels like crying, shouting, dying a bit maybe. His heart aches, and his guts are twisted.
It doesn’t stop Shota from showing up at his place the same evening. Yoko thinks that it’s to get his things, but somehow he’s surprised when the boy walks to him and sits on his lap like he had always done when they were together at home after a long day of work.
“What are you-?”
Yasu smiles and throws his arms around the man’s neck. “Shin-chan explained everything to me, and you’re stupid. I love you. I don’t want to be away from you.”
Yoko silently curses Hina and his need of always mingling with his life.
He feels like he should say something, maybe he should tell the boy that his decision is taken anyway, but then Shota bends and kisses him.
Yuu forgets about Hina, about his pain, about his resolves. As long as he has the one he loves around, it’s gonna be okay.
.OWARI.
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Ah, I have another smutty fic to post btw...
Pairing : Yoko/Yasu (it was my first K8 otp!)
Rating : PG-13. oh, no porn.
Genre : Semi-Angst / Romance / Hurt & Comfort.
NB : Another one written for Kazu! It was a request in a meme I did a few weeks ago (I still have some things to write btw), and she said she wanted some YokoYasu. So there.
******
It’s hurting him to see how the boy keeps on drifting away. He sees the way he laughs with the others, the way he spends entirely too much time with Subaru, the way he confides himself in Maru, or even the way he smiles to Ohkura or the way he almost hugs with Ryo on shows.
Hina tells him that he’s imagining things. Yoko knows better.
He watches as Shota doesn’t pay him any attention, not even glancing at him, not really talking to him either. He realizes that, after two years of dating, he’s unable to surprise the boy anymore. He’s unable to keep him by his side. Unable to make him happy maybe.
Shota is the kind of guy with a lot of imagination, a need for thrill and new things, and Yuu knows that he’s already too predictable to the boy, he’s an ‘old thing’, something that Yasu knows too perfectly. Something he got bored of.
So, finally, the older man makes a step. He manages to corner his boyfriend in the hallway after a show, and tells him that it’s over. Shota’s smile disappears. “It’s better for you”, Yoko says even though he doesn’t believe his own words, “you’ll be free to find someone more fitting for you.”
The younger one blinks, looking hurt and sad all of a sudden. “W-why do you do that? Did you find someone new?”
Yuu smiles sadly as he caresses Shota’s cheek. “Stupid, I cannot love anyone else than you.”
And he leaves, because he doesn’t trust himself to keep his calm. He feels like crying, shouting, dying a bit maybe. His heart aches, and his guts are twisted.
It doesn’t stop Shota from showing up at his place the same evening. Yoko thinks that it’s to get his things, but somehow he’s surprised when the boy walks to him and sits on his lap like he had always done when they were together at home after a long day of work.
“What are you-?”
Yasu smiles and throws his arms around the man’s neck. “Shin-chan explained everything to me, and you’re stupid. I love you. I don’t want to be away from you.”
Yoko silently curses Hina and his need of always mingling with his life.
He feels like he should say something, maybe he should tell the boy that his decision is taken anyway, but then Shota bends and kisses him.
Yuu forgets about Hina, about his pain, about his resolves. As long as he has the one he loves around, it’s gonna be okay.
.OWARI.
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Ah, I have another smutty fic to post btw...