DAMN
hey all, well today is monday and i didnt go to school cuz i woke up sick (this time really). so yeah i got out of bed and watched Foodnetwrok till my mom got home. This weekend was layback i guess, nothing too much. Friday I had a Jazz gig at Grandeville because theyre going out of business. It was ok, only thing we we couldnt see the music and it didnt sound as well as it usually does... oh well, we still got free "mexican" food. Saturday night I didn't do anything, I was supposed to go to my dads house, but I never called. Only thing I did was drive to my aunts house at 2:00 in the morning in san marcos because my mom was drunk, we we stayed there a bit and then I picked up john. During the stay at my aunts, EVERYBODY was drunk and you knwo how drunk mexican activists are...lol. They talked about all the problems our family has, including my brother who right now is going down the WAY wrong path and refuses any help from anyone. my uncle adrian (activist who helped Rage Against the Machine) told me to tell him im his brother and cuss at him more and assert my power over him.... When I got home me and john just chilled till like 3 and we just passed out. Of course John wakes me up at the butt crack of dawn with the surround sound in my room blasting explosions from a video game we played. John showed me marijuana that jonathan bought and I threw it away, he got so pissed, once again not accepting direction from anybody but himself, anyway it was for his own good. Keyla and Vanessa came over too, it was cool, we just chatted and laughed and then Vanessa had to leave like at 3:30 ish. Keyla stayed till like 6 cuz she had to go to work. The rest of the day was pretty kool. John went home at like 10:30 because no one could give him a ride to his house except my aunts who were on thre way to drop off jonathan. Well that's my dramatic weekend and now I'm starting to worry more becuase its almost the end of the school year and that means studying for finals, projects and of course leadership tryouts in band. The whole everything with school is going ok, but I need to get my grades up if i want to be a doctor, but the whole DRUM MAJOR thing has me waay nervous. Honestly, there are some damn good DRUM MAJORS out there like Ian and Jess, which puts up for strenuous competition, so starting today im dedicating 2 hours of my day to conducting practice, I know it seems overwhelming, but Tye made it clear for me that they havea good job on me, while I guess I'm not starting, but I guess coninuing from last year? I don't know, but I need some lessons. Tye said he would today, but I didnt come to school today, dammit, I seriosuly need those se he could point out what exactly I'm doing wrong and so I could work on those...well that's my story, I'm sure no one is going to read this cuz no one ever does, so this may be one of the last... any way I'm off. peace.