*sigh*
Hey all. It's Friday night/Saturday morning. This week has been devastating. I'm so glad it's over. Everyone has been going through the deepest depressions and it seems to just be plateauing. I've been praying every morning and every night for my friends' days to go well. This week has been full of surprises, let me tell you. It just makes me sad whenever I see one of my close friends going through a tough time (many of them are), which in turn, makes me get even more depressed on top of everything else that is going on right now. Honestly, I just wish I was a freshman again... no worries about college, not as much homework, not as many responsibilities, I could go on and on.
On a lighter note, today was the Homecoming game and Ian got Homecoming King! Everything has been going his way this year, which is awesome, payback time for all those previous years.... Only thing was towards the end of the night, things got, how should I say, rather emotionally deep. I won't get into that now.
Tomorrow is the actual Homecoming dance. I was invited to go by like 4 different groups of people, but I had already made plans to hang out with Whitney and Davina. I think some people are kinda angry at me for not going, but hey... what can you do? I was planning on going with Ian's group, but I found out that it's all the Asian people from ASB and I thought James and Taylor were going in their group, but it was never verified.... so I was caught in that rift. I'd rather just not deal with it, so Whitney, Davina and Geoff are gonna head over here for a movie day/night. (NOT LAME IAN) I'm sure that Ian, James, Taylor, Ashley, Jimmy, all those kids are gonna have a blast and a night to remember.
Halloween is Sunday... I'm really confused as to what I'm doing. I want to go with my friends trick-or-treating and doing stuff like that but, in recent turn of events, there are some problems going on between a lot of them, making it hard for me to choose which ones to go with. BLAH. We'll see what happens though, I'm sure it'll turn out fine.
Well, I'm gonna get some sleep now and tomorrow hopefully get some much needed stuff done so my stress level goes way down. Post comments if you have something to say, even post anonymously, I just figured how to use that...lol.
Have an awesome Halloween everyone.
-Matt (Paco)