a while
Well, it sure has been a while since I've posted on here. Woke up this morning to a beautiful morning. sometimes I wonder if anyone else would feel the same. I've notice that subtle and/or gloomy things that not many people appreciate, well, I do. I can't help but love a somewhat quiet, rainy morning, without a lot of sunshine. I love the smell of dew/rain. Days like this make me feel like things are more alive, somehow. Or maybe it reminds me of being a little kid, hiking through the beautiful dewy mountains, that were so much alive, and everything seemed somewhat fairytail-ish, or animated, just to make a little kid feel whole and important.
Where did days like those go?
They are truly missed. I assume, maybe this is part of the reason I just don't feel like living here is enough. I missed that cool brush of life and sent of dew, that just lightly brushes across your face, shoulders, and back when you wake up in the morning, or at anytime. Oh, to go back there, to my childhood, because I never knew that it would be this long till I could ever be in a place like that again, or truly feel any of that again.
Well an ode to true happiness in currency of memories, and then I'll shall be on my way, unknowing if my hopes are my path.
Sooo.. School is almost over for the semester, and i'm really only worried about one class, which I should probably be studying for at this moment. sometimes i feel like I will never be able to finish school. I was talking with a friend last night, and it sounds like we're both in the same boat about really not wanting to wait as long as it is till school is over to do some good traveling and living in other areas, but at the same time, we feel like we need to finish before we do anything..oh.. I don't know, but I do know that every second that i'm here and not there (somewhere in my thoughts that is always distracting me from completing anything here), is hell.
Notes for soon to come: Hopefully I can get back into bike polo fairly soon now, and maybe get a new bike. I'm hoping that I can do some much needed traveling while on winter break. Definitely would like to make it up to the gainesville/tally area... I also think I'd really like to get back into painting over winter break. I want to do a big piece, maybe on a huge sheet that I can hang from the ceiling?? Also I want to get some new instruments, first a bass and bass amp, maybe then an accordion, and then some much needed recording equipment.
This may sound like a lot for 3 weeks, but I also don't think I'm going to be doing a lot of hanging out/ running around with people with little intent on what I'm doing. I know maybe I haven't hung out with people a lot because of school, but at the same time, I have things that I miss and want to do for myself if I have time, and that's important enough for me. Oh!!! Not to forget, maybe I will be doing glass blowing again with a friend of my dad, who lives right over the bridge. He also works with neon, but I'm so excited for that! He's a pretty cool dude. He's an awesome cook, bass player, listens to records and has a huge collection, and has a really sweet girlfriend and son. Can't wait to be there molding glass, and listening to sweet music.
Want to help??? I'd really like to see about doing Food Not Bombs on christmas, if anyone else would be up for it?!? Things have been a bit dreadful around my house for the past couple of christmas's and I don't want to be around for another one, if I could be making someone elses day better, so if im not with other family other than my immediate family, then I think this would be nice.
Where did days like those go?
They are truly missed. I assume, maybe this is part of the reason I just don't feel like living here is enough. I missed that cool brush of life and sent of dew, that just lightly brushes across your face, shoulders, and back when you wake up in the morning, or at anytime. Oh, to go back there, to my childhood, because I never knew that it would be this long till I could ever be in a place like that again, or truly feel any of that again.
Well an ode to true happiness in currency of memories, and then I'll shall be on my way, unknowing if my hopes are my path.
Sooo.. School is almost over for the semester, and i'm really only worried about one class, which I should probably be studying for at this moment. sometimes i feel like I will never be able to finish school. I was talking with a friend last night, and it sounds like we're both in the same boat about really not wanting to wait as long as it is till school is over to do some good traveling and living in other areas, but at the same time, we feel like we need to finish before we do anything..oh.. I don't know, but I do know that every second that i'm here and not there (somewhere in my thoughts that is always distracting me from completing anything here), is hell.
Notes for soon to come: Hopefully I can get back into bike polo fairly soon now, and maybe get a new bike. I'm hoping that I can do some much needed traveling while on winter break. Definitely would like to make it up to the gainesville/tally area... I also think I'd really like to get back into painting over winter break. I want to do a big piece, maybe on a huge sheet that I can hang from the ceiling?? Also I want to get some new instruments, first a bass and bass amp, maybe then an accordion, and then some much needed recording equipment.
This may sound like a lot for 3 weeks, but I also don't think I'm going to be doing a lot of hanging out/ running around with people with little intent on what I'm doing. I know maybe I haven't hung out with people a lot because of school, but at the same time, I have things that I miss and want to do for myself if I have time, and that's important enough for me. Oh!!! Not to forget, maybe I will be doing glass blowing again with a friend of my dad, who lives right over the bridge. He also works with neon, but I'm so excited for that! He's a pretty cool dude. He's an awesome cook, bass player, listens to records and has a huge collection, and has a really sweet girlfriend and son. Can't wait to be there molding glass, and listening to sweet music.
Want to help??? I'd really like to see about doing Food Not Bombs on christmas, if anyone else would be up for it?!? Things have been a bit dreadful around my house for the past couple of christmas's and I don't want to be around for another one, if I could be making someone elses day better, so if im not with other family other than my immediate family, then I think this would be nice.