venting my damn frustrations.
i feel like a fucking failure.
i don't understand why i just can't move on. get over this shit that i've been thinking about for two years of my life. why does it take so long for me to let go.
i've really come to enjoy ian's company. it's weird because we're so different. so very different. but his tolerance to our differences has surprised me and maybe i should have a little more faith in humanity. maybe not all the people out there are fucking asinine.
but maybe they are. i mean there is so much going on in the world that sucks right now that i don't even know if i can have faith in our world. how can we better ourselves if everyone, if not even meaning to, is setting us up for destruction?
my beliefs have changed so much in the past year. i am totally different now. much of me is still the same, yet so much has changed. i wish i had a friend that i could talk to about how i feel about things, one that would actually listen and give feedback without wanting to stop because they don't want to face up to reality.
i'm sick of pussies, not yr vagina, but people who won't face up to the shit we get thrown at us everyday.
politics ->our countries race/gender debate to the white house
the fact the barack is black and that hilary is a woman won't matter when one is sitting in the oval office fucking vetoing laws and changing taxes. why are people so ignorant to that fact?
school shootings-> on the increase. why? the world has gone off it's rocker. clearly, there is something going on. something not good. something we as people need to take time out of our day to try and stop. innocents are being murdered and yes, it's good when we mourn them and stuff (i.e. virginia tech) but trying to prevent these instances and understand why these people felt that way is what we should be doing.
pedophiles-> this may just be because i watch way too much law & order: svu, but what the fuck. why are there so many people out there that have been molested? what the fuck is wrong with people that they get turned on by children?! everybody should definitely take time out of there lives to try to make the world safe for kids. they are our future and pedophilia has, in my opinion, gotten way out of control. if someone rapes/molests a little kid they should be killed, no questions asked. i know a lot of people don't agree with me, but i could give a fuck less. how can the courts let people who have done this to kids back out on the streets? they can't recover from that kind of sickness. and there are a lot more of these people out there than you realize. go take a look at one of those kiddy predator tracking websites and see how many live in yr area.
animal abuse-> this is my big one. i fucking cannot stand people who hurt animals. why would you hurt a defenseless creature? humans are smarter than animals, we have higher brains. so why do some people torture them for ABSOLUTELY no reason?! because we are so messed up. and i'm done ignoring the amount of animal abuse that has gone on in the world. michael vick or whoever should be forced in to pit of hungry dogs. that is what he deserves. dog fighting is cruel and the government needs to realize that if someone can hurt a dog, they can sure as fuck hurt a person. a dog can whimper, cry, yelp, all of these things and you can still hurt it. how, i really don't get it.
anyway. sorry for the rant, but issues need to be addressed.
i don't understand why i just can't move on. get over this shit that i've been thinking about for two years of my life. why does it take so long for me to let go.
i've really come to enjoy ian's company. it's weird because we're so different. so very different. but his tolerance to our differences has surprised me and maybe i should have a little more faith in humanity. maybe not all the people out there are fucking asinine.
but maybe they are. i mean there is so much going on in the world that sucks right now that i don't even know if i can have faith in our world. how can we better ourselves if everyone, if not even meaning to, is setting us up for destruction?
my beliefs have changed so much in the past year. i am totally different now. much of me is still the same, yet so much has changed. i wish i had a friend that i could talk to about how i feel about things, one that would actually listen and give feedback without wanting to stop because they don't want to face up to reality.
i'm sick of pussies, not yr vagina, but people who won't face up to the shit we get thrown at us everyday.
politics ->our countries race/gender debate to the white house
the fact the barack is black and that hilary is a woman won't matter when one is sitting in the oval office fucking vetoing laws and changing taxes. why are people so ignorant to that fact?
school shootings-> on the increase. why? the world has gone off it's rocker. clearly, there is something going on. something not good. something we as people need to take time out of our day to try and stop. innocents are being murdered and yes, it's good when we mourn them and stuff (i.e. virginia tech) but trying to prevent these instances and understand why these people felt that way is what we should be doing.
pedophiles-> this may just be because i watch way too much law & order: svu, but what the fuck. why are there so many people out there that have been molested? what the fuck is wrong with people that they get turned on by children?! everybody should definitely take time out of there lives to try to make the world safe for kids. they are our future and pedophilia has, in my opinion, gotten way out of control. if someone rapes/molests a little kid they should be killed, no questions asked. i know a lot of people don't agree with me, but i could give a fuck less. how can the courts let people who have done this to kids back out on the streets? they can't recover from that kind of sickness. and there are a lot more of these people out there than you realize. go take a look at one of those kiddy predator tracking websites and see how many live in yr area.
animal abuse-> this is my big one. i fucking cannot stand people who hurt animals. why would you hurt a defenseless creature? humans are smarter than animals, we have higher brains. so why do some people torture them for ABSOLUTELY no reason?! because we are so messed up. and i'm done ignoring the amount of animal abuse that has gone on in the world. michael vick or whoever should be forced in to pit of hungry dogs. that is what he deserves. dog fighting is cruel and the government needs to realize that if someone can hurt a dog, they can sure as fuck hurt a person. a dog can whimper, cry, yelp, all of these things and you can still hurt it. how, i really don't get it.
anyway. sorry for the rant, but issues need to be addressed.