dream i Had

Jul 19, 2004 15:33

in my dream i had just not long ago giving birth to a lil girl who i gave up for adoption, to this other chick in her 20's and we shared custady of the lil girl. I never knew this chick i still don't know who the hell she is, all i know is that she was a goth.
One night when i am rushing home to be with my baby cuz it was my turn to have her at my place, and for some reason i got on the wrong bus and al this other stuff kept happening to keep me from getting home, but on the bus the adoptive mother there! and she had a cell phone to top it all off! (is that not great how dreams work things in) so i saw her sitting there with cell phone in hand and i yelled back to her hey (insert babies name here; :( i don't remember what it was)mother, can u call my place and let them know that i am on my way, she nodded her head and started dialing.
Somehow i end up at home saying 'well didn't she call u and tell u i was on my way' then i asked where (babies name)was and i was told she was sleeping with her cousin (who was also a babie) up in her room. so i figured that since she was sleeping i'd go to my room and rearrange it so that she'd have room to sleep in there.
End Dream!

so pretty much i am a irrasponsable parent and then i learn that i have to smarted up, wll thats what i get from the dream. i find it a lil weird that i would give a lil girl up for adoption in my dreams but when i have a lil boy in my dreams i keep him. lol don't get me wrong i could care less what sex a kid of mine is, i would love them n e ways and let them know that i do. But u see, my mom had 4 girls and my older sister had 3 girls. thats a whole LOTTA girls! Actually the only person to have a boy in my family was my cousin, maybe she should have sex more? lol

anyways i just wanted to write out my dream

toodles
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