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Ah I am home it easier to not eat here than it was at school... suprise! I guess I am just kinda sick of food. Or maybe just sick of feeling gross everytime I eat. Whatever it is it's nice. My parents took me to a buffet tonight and rather than eat every thing in sight then trow up I had a little salad some meat and peaches. It was the only thing I had eaten all day so I feel like I am regaining control. I feel like as long as people don't make me eat I will be able to go days without even thinking of food. Latley after the first initial one or two bites of food it doesn't taste as good. This is making things so much easier. I honestly think I am going ro do it, I am going to get down to 95 pounds. OMG it would be so great if I did it by Christmas (I know it's not possible but...). To hear the reactions out of all my family and friends would be so nice. Anyway g2g byes!