*phew*
well i eventually (nearly) finished my 1st draft of coursework, just under a week late (go me :-/) and it aint too bad. i hope....
going to see oliver tomorrow, must get tickets when i finish college. i can't wait to see him again. we were originally planning on waiting til half term before we saw each other again, but alas, i decided "fuck it, i can't stand being at home at the moment" which i can't, and i don't think i coul've gone 3 weeks without seeing him :(
speaking of home life- it sucks. dad is being a proper bully- granted he's been through a hell of a lot, and i respect him for his strength, but tlately he's just been having a go at me for no apparent reason. i come in the house after a tiring stressful day at college, he moans and i get a bollocking for 'not doing hte washing up', i forget to put sweet wrapper in the bin: he bursts open the door and tells me 'NOT TO DO IT AGAIN', i'm on the phone for an hour, he comes back from the pub lary and bursts open the door, snatches the phone off me and says 'that's enough'- i didn't even get to say goodbye to oliver.
it sucks, and it's making me depressed. BIG time.