mostly for girrrls.
Ugh. I really do hate some aspects of being a female. I dont think that PMS is an excuse for bitchy, mean, or stupid behavior...and I think its gay when girls blame their idiocy on it. But wow. I get so down. I get it real bad, and the scary part is I can feel it rising throughout the day, like "here i come baby!" I dont get bitchy or anything though, maybe because its just not in my character to be aggressive. I just get so upset and worn out. Depressed, basically. I guess that would be the definition of depressed.
Last night I got real upset over some silly things. They werent insignificant, but normally, I wouldve just shrugged them off. I was almost in tears. Its gay. Plus I found it hard to stay awake..I just wanted to curl up and sleep the gross feeling away, which I did, but it probably made it worse.
Im good today though, only tired. Maybe thats the stages of PMS for me. 1) Sad. 2) Tired-out... I wonder what 3 is... maybe murderous rage? We'll see.
Today I had a Ghostwriter meeting during the day.. drinking tea, writing and drawing in the afternoon..and soon Im going to start baking for the potluck at tomorrow's rehearsal. I donno what to bake, any ideas? Something yummy.
see u
- Jess
ps - Girls, is there any pills I can take for PMS? I know, I know. The North-American way: Pop a pill as soon as anything goes wrong. But it slows me down and throws off my whole week, and one week out of every month is alot. Bleh.
Last night I got real upset over some silly things. They werent insignificant, but normally, I wouldve just shrugged them off. I was almost in tears. Its gay. Plus I found it hard to stay awake..I just wanted to curl up and sleep the gross feeling away, which I did, but it probably made it worse.
Im good today though, only tired. Maybe thats the stages of PMS for me. 1) Sad. 2) Tired-out... I wonder what 3 is... maybe murderous rage? We'll see.
Today I had a Ghostwriter meeting during the day.. drinking tea, writing and drawing in the afternoon..and soon Im going to start baking for the potluck at tomorrow's rehearsal. I donno what to bake, any ideas? Something yummy.
see u
- Jess
ps - Girls, is there any pills I can take for PMS? I know, I know. The North-American way: Pop a pill as soon as anything goes wrong. But it slows me down and throws off my whole week, and one week out of every month is alot. Bleh.