Pissed off
After a horribly expensive day trying to make car survive a trip to a destination never reached, I'm left frustrated.
It really makes me think about a lot of things, and really start to wonder if they are the best thing for me at this time. I'm also starting to realize that one of the reasons I'm so pissed off all the time is because no matter what i rarely feel at peace, the one place i felt peaceful around has been uprooted and it's over populated nowadays. Does that place even want me venturing to it anymore? Do I even still like this place, or am I just used to it?
After hanging out with Jacob for the day, I've realized that like him, I prefer to be by myself quite a bit. Does that make me a bad person? Maybe, maybe it doesn't.
I thought I'd never say this, but i miss santa barbara.
It really makes me think about a lot of things, and really start to wonder if they are the best thing for me at this time. I'm also starting to realize that one of the reasons I'm so pissed off all the time is because no matter what i rarely feel at peace, the one place i felt peaceful around has been uprooted and it's over populated nowadays. Does that place even want me venturing to it anymore? Do I even still like this place, or am I just used to it?
After hanging out with Jacob for the day, I've realized that like him, I prefer to be by myself quite a bit. Does that make me a bad person? Maybe, maybe it doesn't.
I thought I'd never say this, but i miss santa barbara.